December 31, 2004 journal, have mercy Dear Lord on a sick and dying world over there and here. If you ever sail on Holland American lines the crew will be almost entirely from Indonesia perhaps the lowest wages on earth and the nicest people that enjoy serving you. Many now have no family to return to in their homeland. It's with a heavy heart that I now write today's journal to record my feelings and opinion on theological matters as well as the health and well-being of the world's people. The 20th-century has produced so many changes and 2005 is also changed. The state of Florida had its own death and destruction from storms in the sea 4 times this year. Weather has all but wrecked the airline industry. Anything can happen now to this nation that teach evolution and worship the Washington Monument as their idol god. Our people feed on fabricated propaganda knowing not the truth on most subjects. Those supposed to be God enlightened are pitifully misinformed. Animals often exceed human beings in intelligence refusing to consume fabricated foods. I went to McDonald's at breakfast time saw spraying margarine on their biscuits. America eats junk all day long. We have no pure food or water to offer those devastated countries. What need do they have for our paper money as they have nothing that can be purchased. I grieve that I have not done more to win the world for Christ and save all of the people. I will paint a picture of Ronald McDonnell with his grip on the children that’s now showing up after all these years of fast and unhealthy food. Foolish killing dominate the local news. Christmas purchases this year went on credit cards about 90% and are not really countable

until the cards are paid off which most likely will never be the case because incomes down. Try to find a stocking cap made in America with cotton or wool, try to find a pair of socks made of 100%-cotton full cut and you'll be disappointed. Try to find an American shirt made of cotton and you will not. Everything is being made in China and we are dependent. The system is failing and we need God to rely on and turn to for help in this entire world. This tidal wave is the biggest natural disaster in my lifetime, before in the early 20 century the black plague and influenza in the early 1900's were larger in terms of human lives lost. A message is given by Christ in Matthew 24-4 "Take heed that no man deceive you. 5-For many shall come in my name, saying, I am Christ; and shall deceive many. 6-.ye shall hear of wars and rumors of wars: see that ye be not troubled: for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet. 7-For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: and there shall be famines, and pestilence, and earthquake, in diver’s places. 8-All these are the beginning of sorrows. 9-Then shall they deliver you up to be afflicted, and shall kill you: and ye shall be hated of all nations for my name's sake. 10-And then shall many be offended and shall betray one another, and shall hate one another. 11-And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many. 12-And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold. 13-But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved. 14-And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness to all nations; and then shall the end come". Now the count is up to 150,000 people dead. I have now completed my seventh year writing a journal. I document things for myself and for others who may be interested. I have learned much through the journal and I may write it for one more year to record all the information I feel necessary to see through the dark cloud of secrecy to the glorious light that makes us free. I want to finish the book I am writing on the Magna Carta vs the Glory of the Lamb. I see a cancer on this country and the world misled in theology, health and in security. May God give me wisdom to write and paint. A drive over the Smoky Mountain to Gatlinburg, Tennessee with snow on top.